I have to say, I'm proud of my school. I'm certainly really proud of my batch, my level, the green badges. Well, top student in Singapore for three consecutive years... how wonderful. (: I thank God for that. And for how well my level did in general...
For me, I'm not too happy. I didn't get what I wanted. But after sitting and thinking for a while, I have to say I'm rather glad for some subjects... like Lit and Chem, I didn't expect to get A2 and Higher Chinese B3, when so many people got C6. I thank God for that. And for the A1s... and that nothing went below a B3.
But for two other subjects, I'm really disappointed. I feel that I have let my tutors down for these two subjects.
But overall, I can't help but say... I'm disappointed. I cried and still feel like crying. I think I scared Alicia when I cried... :/ haha sorry! Though now, I still feel like a loser.. one who studies so hard but can't reach my aim. I seriously, don't mind taking O-levels again.
I can get into VJC through my CCA but if I choose not to play for youth service! Which I am so reluctant because playing keyboard is my joy and it's the thing I really look forward to! It's one of my ways of worshipping God.. I really don't know... and I'm confused.
