got back 2 papers. CHEM and HIGHER CHINESE... and these two are the two papers I'm most not confident in!!! D: BAD. Although, it's not a fail, but it's bad.
CHEMISTRY: Thankfully, an A for MCQ but paper 2 really pulled me down all the way. D: can't believe my class average is not even a pass mark! D:
well, it's a miracle for teachers in SNGS to mark so fast this round (: But... I don't think I want to get anymore back...
I really really think I'm 250% hopeless now and I ENVY those who really don't need to study so much but do much better than me... sighh why?
oh and thanks Jolene for that present... (: I really appreciate it.. although it feels like I'm eating a flower. :/ hah.
Am I really Hopeless? Is there really nothing I can do? omg, I really wanna know what I can do!!! It all seems useless!!! ): It's like totally... WHAT'S THE POINT OF STUDYING WHEN EVERYTHING TURNS OUT LIKE THAT!? It only makes one even more discouraged... that's all! I really feel like crying you know!!!!! Try so hard like also no use, what's the use of even trying!?
I hope it'll be better tomorrow, since it's EMATH, but you know... anything can happen...
Life is a bed of thorns || 3:35 PM