I want to lift up to how people think of me
I hate to fail
I hate to drop in position in class
I hate to get bad results
I hate to lose out
I hate to sit for tests when I haven't study well
I hate people to think I'm smart... but yet I want to be the opposite
I hate to be contradicting myself... but yet I am
I hate it that prelims are coming
I hate it that Olevels are coming
I hate the way I think
I hate school
I hate tests
I hate stress
I hate it that a day has only 24 hours
I hate when there has to be something called sleep
I hate eyebags
I hate fats
God, I want you and really need you!
Please grab my hand and hold onto me, as I seem to be losing hold of you
thanks jessica
