but I like the math teachers and Mrs Hoo's explaination about revision and stuff.
so many tests tomorrow. but oh well. its the last official SCHOOL day of the term. can't wait for it to end.
getting PPR back tomorrow though.
somehow...
I feel extremely small.
It's like everything around me is towering and looming over,
waiting to topple and trample over me.
Somehow...
I feel as if I'm hidden behind the shadows.
It's like that deep feeling in the pits of my heart.
everything seems so inevitable.
like I'm cornered.
But yet, I'm like invisible.
I feel very much like shouting,
"GO AWAY! and GET LOST!"
but it lingers...
you know its quite painful to be constantly behind someone who is just so prominent.
and it is worse still if that person is in your family.
I mean maybe you don't feel it because you've never felt that way and you've never seen things in this way. but that's just how I feel.
It's like you always want the best for yourself. I mean who doesn't want that! But I feel it's just overboard.
You never give me a chance to say what I wanted to say. You seldom hear my side of the story.
but I mean. what can I do?
