I don't know why, but nowadays as in these few days, I've been feeling really stressed up... as in I get stressed up very easy... like during Math lesson when I don't understand a sum, I'll feel like crying... !!! I HATE this feeling a lot! At home, nothing seems to be able to get into my mind when I study... AH!!! I'll plunge my face into the pillow and wail and scream... sigh... I hope the facts for EXAM gets into my head...
Hate my school... teachers (actually only a few) they are wanting us to study hard and score well for our exams, but at the same time, they are bombarding us with tons of homework!!! This is so nonsensical and contradictory!!!
Everynight sleeping near 3am... its very TIRING for me and my brain, which is already half brain dead!!!
I can't stand it! I can't stand my school's education system! So kan jiong for what!!!??? Make me become so kan jiong also!!! Everyday, after school -- RUSH HOME LIKE MAD TO STUDY AND GET WORK DONE!!! that's why I hate my 'life' its -- lifeless... I'm like a fish out of WATER!!! Breathlessness!!!
God, I need your help and guidance... I'm seriously dying in agony and stress... I hate leading such a stressful life...
*Reminiscing about my primary stress-free life* How I wished I could turn back the clock!!!
Life is a bed of thorns || 4:16 PM