I would like to thank my teacher, Alicia De silva, for encouraging me and even coaching me! THANK YOU!
Today... also a busy day... going to be worst than yesterday... sigh...
I really have to say this:
I'm really dissapointed with one person who makes up a very big part of my life... I'm not going to say her name... but she's just someone who is very close to me and even related by blood. Do you know how much I LOVE you and how WELL I treat you? I been wanting to tell you this since last year... I don't feel the LOVE and correct treatment I should receive from you though... Okay, seriously.... Do you no how much pain it is when you just talk to my sister and leave me out? When you go on MSN and you just talk to her, not me? It really HURTS a lOT! Seriously, I don't think you know if I am talking about you okay? Becoz 've never told you about this and neither will I think you'll read this... I regard you as my FAVOURITE. Do you know how hard to become my favourite is! But you are not really giving me what I deserve!!! I'm getting quite annoyed too, being ignored, being not looked at seriously... etc etc... Maybe you don't know, but this is how I really feel... But I want to tell you that I LOVE YOU STILL! *omg feel like crying* I know I'm evil by posting this... but I cannot help it! Forgive me if you see it and know who you are... I just feel really left out...
