I thank you today for the amazing miracle. I am so amazed by the wonderful miracle that happened today after youth service. Janice Lee, whom I called up to go for the camp, called me and said her mum said no to her going to my church camp. Of course God, I was so utterly upset! I was discouraged... During the prayers for the youth camp in church during youth service, I stood there alone and thought, " God, what is happening to me... I can't seem to get anybody to go for the camp? Not even the musical? God, is there something wrong with me? Is there something wrong with the way I ask? Is there even anything wrong? I really, sincerely want my friends to go for this camp. I know God, that this would enable them to get to know you better, to come to understand you. I am really trying very hard God, even Hannah, was able to invite her whole CLASS for the musical... I know it'ld be really fantastic. But, why is it just so difficult for me to find people. Everyone I ask, it is ... er... I am not sure... Why? Why!" I was just really irritatedly questioning myself... Reflecting on who I ask, how I asked... Okay, after service, my dad agreed to fetch Chrystal home. On the way to her house, I received a sms, it said," Hey Heidi, I asked my mum briefly about the camp... and she said most probably yes! OKay, I felt like overjoyed then! =) =) =) Actually, she was the last person that I thought would be able to make it... Although it is not really confirmed yet, I felt that it was already a step closer... I'll continue to pray... ," God, please give me the right words to say to her, and pray that Alicia's parents would finally agree to letting er go for this camp with me..." Anyway, thank you for giving me confidence God!
Heidi =)
