It's shattered
Everything is shattered
My desires, my dreams,
My wishes, my hopes.
Have all turn into ashes.
Evaporated and are now gone.
I have tried my best,
I have worked so hard.
I tried to lift up to my expectations.
I aimed, I strived towards my dream.
But, WHY everything I do,
does not reap nor pay off?
I don't undertand,
why is it only me.
Why am I always
the one suffering.
WHY everything I do,
does not come to good use?
You scold me,you hurt me.
I don't know why you are doing this to me.
It really hurts,
Like a dagger stabbed in to my heart.
Why everything I do,
does not bring any satisfaction?
I cry, I weep.
But how upset I am,
you can't understand.
I am one,
deeply hurt.
Do you care?
No matter how hard I work,
no matter how hard I try.
No matter how hard I strive,
no matter how hard I desire.
There is NO CHANCE, NO CHOICE,
for a girl like me.
Heidi Tan
